This is the searingly honest story of a
brave man who served his country in war and on the streets - and the
appalling price he paid.
Simon Bywater
fulfilled his ambition to become a Royal Marine Commando by surviving a gruelling training, where mind and body were tested to the extremes. He
learned jungle warfare with the aid of head-hunters in Brunei, saw a
friend's leg sliced off by a propeller, and saved his colleagues from
tragedy by spotting that live ammunition had been substituted for blanks
during an
exercise. But then came the Gulf War and even more horrific
experiences in Northern Iraq, such as
a truck load of Kurdish guerrillas spilling its occupants one by one as it
careered down a mountainside, and children bartering live mines for food.
Unknowingly suffering from post-traumatic
stress syndrome, he joined the Greater Manchester
Police,
serving in crime-ridden estates where the culture of violence only added to
his trauma. Even a move to the more tranquil Cambridgeshire Police failed to
halt his breakdown.
Simon Bywaters courage in telling all
aspects of his story will undoubtedly help many others now suffering in
silence and ignorance.